1. |
No More Fun / Rain Dance
03:42
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no more fiction
no more dreams
no more schemes
only the real
no more fun
no more fun
and i'm one
day by day
it disintegrates
we waste away
down here on the earth
what do you say
when there's only today?
let's dance in the rain
let's savor the earth
no more fun
no more escapism
no more
holding on
to that
which is gone
it's outlived its use
no more fun
and i'm done
day by day
how much can you take?
i could be wrong
but i think it's okay
what do you say
when there's only today?
let's dance in the rain
let's savor the earth
no more fun
no more friction
no more arcs no more sparks
here's to jumping the shark
and what do i know?
no more fun
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2. |
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it's not a char it's a burn
it's not a burn it's a catastrophe
good god what is happening?
strike me down
it's not a char it's a crime
it's not a crime it's retribution
good god it's accelerating
strike me down (black magic)
it's not a char it's evil
and light brings the second
and the second walks with you
it's all encompassing
it's not a char it's a scar
it's not a scar it's an eternity
that's what we're working with
strike me down (black magic)
it's not too late
it's a lie to say
that we're beyond redemption now
like the phoenix arises
purified from the ashes
we will emerge greater than ever before
knocking on the door demanding our admittance
did you ever ask for the winds to howl
and the fire to rage
for the sky to weep
and the earth to quake?
did you ever ask for the seas to boil
and what's green to turn to grey
and for the house to fall
and the contract to break (black magic)?
yes it's a curse it's a dirge
we're in need of a picardy third
and until it comes together
all shall be pandemonium
it's not a char it's madness
it's not madness it's mathematics
good god what's your method?
strike me down (black magic)
it's not too late
it's a lie to say
that we're beyond redemption now
like the phoenix arises
purified from the ashes
we will emerge greater than ever before
knocking on the door demanding our admittance
don't mess around
with black magic
it'll strike you down
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3. |
Wanna Be Friends
03:04
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you make me laugh
you make me cry
you shine that blue light
deep inside
you look so good
through the camera eye
so do you wanna be friends?
i really like your style
i like the way you smile
and help me while away the hours
i know your voice more than my own
i haven't seen the sun in so long
i forgot to be someone
so do you wanna be friends?
you remind me of a ghost
half parasite and half a host
i'd like to write you off as such
a pixel privateer, a scammer, a fraud
still we're both products of our age
communication becomes a cage
when we're confined to this digital landscape
so do you wanna be friends?
i know your voice more than my own
i haven't seen the sun in so long
i forgot to be someone
so do you wanna be friends?
do you wanna be friends?
wanna be friends
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4. |
Sugar
06:12
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i'm thirsty but what am i thirsty for?
something sweet something sweet
a peach, a plum, a nectarine
something sweet something sweet
the juices dribble down my cheek
something sweet exotic
am i giving myself what i really need?
something sweet exotic
i've been living in this fantasy world
full of sugar plum fairies
cinnamon bonbons
maraschino cherries
in this fantasy world
this umbral sanctuary
i'm comfortable here
despite the dead canaries
sweet sweet world
my little midnight confection
on the tip of my tongue
sugar of my creation
love my fantasy world
full of sugar plum fairies
i'm comfortable here
so don't save me
i'm hungry but what am i hungry for?
fantasy fantasy
something fatty, something lean
fantasy fantasy
i feel it give between my teeth
fantasy piece of meat
it's all for me, it's all for me
fantasy piece of meat
i've been living in this fantasy world
full of sugar plum fairies
cinnamon bonbons
maraschino cherries
in this fantasy world
home of the momentary
i feel a bit off
it's getting kind of scary
sweet sweet world
my little midnight confection
just a trick of the tongue
sugar of my creation
hate my fantasy world
those fairy cautionaries
i want to get off
get ripped
it's like sugar
it's like cocaine
it's a chemical reaction
meant to tweak the reptile brain
it's like sugar
so sugary sweet
it's like something so euphoric
you don't notice when you bleed
it's like sugar
it's like cocaine
it's a chemical reaction
meant to tweak the reptile brain
it's like sugar
sugar and spice
it's so nice
until you realize you've wasted your whole life
i'm thirsty but what am i thirsty for?
water water water water
i'm hungry but what am i hungry for?
lots of veggies lots of veggies
i guess i'm here and, hey, here's me
water water sweet sweet water
am i giving myself what i really need?
homemade vegetarian mushroom burger
so long to my fantasy world
full of sugar plum fairies
cinnamon bonbons
maraschino cherries
i wish i could say
that i had a nice stay
but if i have my way
i won't be seeing you later
fabricated world
just an absolute fiction
dopamine overrun
sugar oh my addiction
let my fantasy burn
foxfire dog the pixies
it's time to move on
and get with it
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5. |
Hills of Gold
04:58
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digging a hole
through the mantle to the core
and no one stops to wonder what we're doing
digging a hole
it's the only thing we know
after all it keeps the blood flowing
there's gold in those hills
whispered a promise on the wind
there's gold in those hills
the voice lied
there's gold in those hills
whispered a promise on the wind
there's gold in those hills
the voice lied
digging a hole
find a bit less than a year ago
if it's important someone surely must be manning course correction
digging a hole
they say the top brass want what's found below
if it's important fate then surely must ordain a hero
there's gold in those hills
whispered a promise on the wind
there's gold in those hills
the voice lied
there's gold in those hills
whispered a promise on the wind
there's gold in those hills
the voice lied
all for nothing
you threw it away
like it was nothing
just threw it away
all for nothing
you threw it away
straight into the garbage
then into the grave
all for nothing
you threw it away
like a sock full of holes
just threw it away
all for nothing
you threw it away
like an old piece of fruit
there's gold in those hills
whispered a promise on the wind
there's gold in those hills
the voice lied
there's gold in those hills
whispered a promise on the wind
there's gold in those hills
the voice lied
there's gold in those hills
whispered a promise on the wind
there's gold in those hills
the voice lied
there's gold in those hills
whispered a promise on the wind
there's gold in those hills
the voice lied
there's gold in those hills
whispered a promise on the wind
there's gold in those hills
the voice lied
there's gold in those hills
whispered a promise on the wind
there's gold in those hills
the voice lied
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6. |
New Moon
04:06
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there's a new moon
there's a new me
don't you believe
in gravity?
don't you know
that things are going
exactly how
they're meant to be
don't you know
your fate was forged
by gravity?
by gravity
who am i?
i am the kung fu kid
check out my sick kicks
as i do a backflip
over my enemies
who am i?
i am the greatest swordsman
just try to follow this as i flick my wrist
to cut a slice of bacon
there's a new moon
there's a new priest
peddling his blasphemy
doesn't he know
that the whole the point
is the mystery?
it's the witnessing
and the resisting of gravity
resist that gravity
who am i?
i'm an ancient pictish king
scope my dope digs as i thinker pose scratch my chin
and ponder metaphysical things
who am i?
i am the child of destiny
i'm right where i'm meant to be
with eternity ahead of me
justice is the remedy
who am i? who are we?
3 2 1 liftoff
my heart flies sky high
like apollo 11
my heart flies sky high
like apollo 11
tell me a story
that i can believe in
tell me a story
that i can believe in
my heart flies sky high
like apollo 11
my heart flies sky high
like apollo 11
humankind
must be destined
to fly sky high
all the way to heaven
hail cruithne
at last ye have returned
before ye pass regale us
with some tales on your sojourn
all glory to cruithne
great merriment and mirth
let's hold a celebration
for cruithne's back to earth
who am i?
i'm just a regular guy
trying to get by
underneath a moonbeam spotlight
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7. |
Pregnant
05:16
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i have been a
creature of the night
for so long
i have gone without
protection
seeking pleasure
i had sold my soul
to the psychic abuser
i have neglected my
body my mind my
spirit all for a moment
of unbeing
a lie
illusion of meaning
and there must be repercussions
for chasing the fleeting
there's a pain in the gut
i might throw up
my god what have i done
maybe i wanted to
die put an end to the
three ring be done with
self and get back to
everything but that's not
how this works it's just a
farewell to memory
then a birth of new suffering
it's a game it's a test
i won't claim to understand
if it's just a side effect
or a part of a larger
plan some preparation
the only thing i believe
is this all will
happen again
in some other body
some other perspective
all the pain and the love
will be re-experienced
now i have become
pregnant with myself
somebody save
the life of my child
i am very scared
but i'm also excited
we could play in the park
and then go out for ice cream
but not too much ice cream
baby needs greens
to grow up
big and strong
i'm getting ahead of myself
there's no virtue in
wistfulness might as well
indulge in liquor and
cigarettes leave an
inheritance pass down
my brokenness
there's a pain in the gut
i might throw up
my god what have i done
no what am i
thinking that is the
wrong thing that is
the wicked thing that's
irredeemable i'll pick myself
up if only for
your sake you deserve
better than what i can
give i'll exercise
twice a
day i'll be future
minded and if i
start to break i will
invoke your
name my son
my reason
in some other body
some other perspective
all the pain and the love
will be re-experienced
now i have become
pregnant with myself
somebody save
the life of my child
hallelujah
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8. |
Elevator
04:36
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you gotta run
before you can fly
you gotta crawl
before you can smile
we need the moon
to shine a spotlight
you gotta live
before you die
this elevator
elevates me
this elevator
sets me free
wait don't go
fight for control
pray to the sun
and take some notes
play it day by day
and try to learn from your mistakes
if there's a glimmer of hope
let's try to hold it
you gotta fall
before you pick yourself up
you break the bone
so that it grows back strong
you take the risk
that you could lose it all
you must be free
or life is false
this elevator
elevates me
this elevator
sets me free
this elevator
invigorates me
but this elevator
has no safety
sometimes i think this elevator hates me
oh no
you gotta run
before you can fly
you gotta crawl
before you can smile
we need the moon
to shine a spotlight
you gotta live
before you die
this elevator
elevates me
this elevator
is my machine
wait don't go
fight for control
pray to the sun
and take some notes
play it day by day
and try to learn from your mistakes
look! there's a glimmer of hope!
oooh!
here she comes!
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9. |
She's Screaming
11:17
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it's just about time for an apology tour
gotta get myself straight with the world
but failure is comfortable
it's an alluring default
standing here at the precipice
i stare into abyss
as the shrieking from the vacuum
dulls all of my senses
now i take a step back to
acknowledge who i'm riding with
and how could you look at me like that
when i need all of your wrath?
he sadly asks is this your wish
as all surroundings now diminish
and paralysis has me in it's grips
tell me what am i meant to do with this?
she's screaming
listen to her wail
she's showing us her tough love
she's just trying to help
she's screaming
she's about to flip the table
we're in for a rude awakening
she won't post our bail
i've been keeping tabs on the disaster
and in the disaster getting lost
this could be the big one
is it just me or is it getting kind of hot?
every plane that's flying overhead
could be the one that brings the payload
and i expect each sunrise
to be that blossoming mushroom cloud
yeah, i've been replaying the train wreck
i'd like to think it helps to sooth my anxious mind
where the fabric starts to shimmer
that's a place i'd like to find
and it goes smash and it goes crash and it goes bang
the world explodes around me now
i'm going down
i'm dropping out
i'm breaking up
my body can't contain myself
in fact i don't feel so great at all
i'm sick
and i'm addicted to the sickness
it makes for a good excuse not to have to engage with it
i'm sick
and it constricts the spirit
and i know that one way or another this is what i wanted
i need thyme tea with honey
chicken soup with cayenne
a little self respect
and a reason to live
panacea i invoke thee
excise this ailment from me
salt the earth where the roots of disease grow deep
i'm sick
and i'm really leaning into it
i'm flirting with the gaping mouth of endless emptiness
i'm sick
diagnosis human condition
like a leaf gotta learn what it means to follow the wind
i need thyme tea with honey
chicken soup with cayenne
a little self respect
and a reason to live
i need time, team, and money
drive, guts, and a plan
a little help along the way
and an unrelenting vision
panacea i invoke thee
excise this ailment from me
salt the earth where the roots of disease grow deep
holy lady here before me
hath i not been faithful to thee?
humbly now i ask your favor grant onto me
panacea i invoke thee
thrice thou now i've called upon thee
smite the demon cultivator of unholy ennui
eudaimonia know i need thee
fill the empty hole inside me
mold me into something useful for humanity
it's just about time for an apology tour
gotta claw back into the world
while failure is comfortable
i need an alternative
he sadly asks is this your wish
as the physical ascends into our midst
why sad, i ask, and this he replies
here it'll always be a little sad i guess
she's screaming
listen to her wail
she's showing us her tough love
she's just trying to help
she's screaming
she's about to flip the table
we're in for a rude awakening
she won't post our bail
she's crying
she's howling at the moon
she's doing everything she can
and some she cannot do
she's raving
she's ranting
she's breaking down the door
she's doing everything she can and more than i deserve from her
and she's screaming oh she's screaming
breaking down the door
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got a lot to atone for
been engaged in forbidden yogas
feeling guilty feeling so sore
no choice left but pushing forward
it's 3 am and i can't fall asleep
suddenly the barred owl starts to speak to me
he flies in on a spotlight of moonbeam
instead of a hoot he opens his beak and tells me
"pain is temporary.
welcome to the new sincerity."
now things are so absurd
now you're talking in the language of the birds
so much in so few words
that's the nature of the language of the birds
forget all you have learned
now you're rocking in the language of the birds
spread your wings and look skywards
now you're flocking to the language of the birds
and now for all the world to see
suddenly the loon doesn't seem so loony
he's a pretty cool dude
and he's here to teach us how to be free
he says,
"pain is temporary.
step on through the singularity.
i know the changes can be scary.
but it'll be ok, I've seen it all before.
after all I used to be a dinosaur.
yeah!"
day by day
we dance for rain
we condensate
back down to the earth
and in our own way
we celebrate
this mystery
this magic we've been given
day by day
we dance through space
we find our place
down here on the earth
and in our own way
we negotiate
this mystery
this magic that we're livin'
day by day
we dance for tidal waves
get lost in exile
we wander the earth
and in our own way
we reciprocate
this causal chain
this stimulus reaction
now things are so absurd
now you're talking in the language of the birds
so much in so few words
that's the nature of the language of the birds
forget all you have learned
now you're rocking in the language of the birds
spread your wings and look skywards
now you're flocking to the language of the birds
now it all comes unfurled
now you're dancing in the language of the birds
the illness now is cured
by the chanting in the language of the birds
boundaries begin to blur
we're romancing in the language of the birds
lift your voice and join the world
sing along in the language of the birds
day by day by day by day by day by....
day by day by day by day by day by....
chickadee-dee-dee-dee
koo koo kachoo
who cooks for you?
kookaburra sits in the old gum tree
merry merry king of the bush is he
laugh kookaburra laugh
oh how gay his life must be
kookaburra sits in the old gum tree
merry merry king of the bush is he
laugh kookaburra laugh
peace and love and harmony
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